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Pretty Little Killers

Living in the lush tropical paradise called Jamaica we are blessed to have fruit trees  growing almost all year round and so its easy to anticipate whatever fruit is in its specific season. Cherry is a wonderful little fruit that is round and red when ripe and is very delicious when blended to make cherry juice. It can be blended with pineapple or our Jamaican apple and gives a really great caribbean flavour that’s intoxicating and almost addictive when tasted.

I noticed midway last year that some nice little additions to my cherry tree were evident all over the branches and root of the tree. These flowerless but nice little blossoms were everywhere on the tree. I thought “wow, these little blossoms are so nice and the many clusters of them look quite decorative on the tree”. Honestly, they reminded me of little Christmas tree treats used to lively up one’s tree during the Christmas season.

After a while, something began to bother me though, because my tree is normally loaded with cherries but for some reason it looked dry, brittle empty and cherry-less.

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An example of parts of the dry brittle fruitless tree

So I went to my husband quite concerned.

“Baby, what’s happening with the Cherry tree? There’s hardly any cherry on it. It looks dry and thirsty. That is quite unlike it to not be bearing. Do you know what is going on with it? I saw some nice little blossom thingy on it. I think it should be producing much more since its blossoming now”. (Cherry trees don’t exactly grow blossom my dear reader but I never knew that).

My husband replied “Sweetheart, those blossoms are not blossoms at all. They are actually parasites that are feeding off the tree so they themselves can live. The more they feed the more the tree will die. They are slowly killing the tree dearheart”.

“What? Eyes wide open, appalled and devastated, I responded… “so those cute little things are actually pretty little killers?”

“Uh huh”.

“Oh no.  Poor tree” I said fighting my tears.

“Now you feel sorry for the tree right?”  He said, smiling and reading me and my face like an open book.

My eyes welled up. He hugged me realizing my tears were not far from my cheeks.  I couldn’t believe it.  All this time, I thought those cute little blossoms were helping the tree but in reality they were killing the tree.  They feed off the life of the tree. In order for them to survive, the tree must support them surrendering its life whether it wants to or not.  They are invasive, parasitic and lethal .  I could only imagine what the poor tree must be undergoing.  They were choking the very life from the tree.  This tree that once bloomed and flourish with pride was dying and there was nothing the tree in of itself could do to survive.  It needed help. Help from something or someone greater than itself.  Everyday I would go out and try to pick off as many as I could.  They were sooo many and most of them were higher than I could reach. Also the limbs makes your skin itch big time when they come in contact with you. All those factors put together with the attraction of bugs and mosquitoes that the warmth produces were working against me helping it further. I lamented for the tree almost daily. It’s like I could feel the tree’s pain.

During the Christmas holiday, I was so tired after all the work that naturally comes with Christmas.  I went in and took a nap.  I awoke to smoke and was quite concerned   “Smoke…my son…my husband…wait, where is everybody?”  I ran almost frantically outside to hear my husband talking with someone and I was thoroughly amazed.

My husband brought a chair outside, stood on it and was pulling every single one of those little monstrosities off the tree.  Those little murderous fiends… and he made a small fire; burning them to ashes.  Yay! My heart bursted and overflowed with gratitude and love for this man.  He said “Surprise Baby!”  He had been out there for the last two hours diligently pulling, tugging and scraping every last one of them from the tree.  I was ecstatic and speechless.  He was bruised, bitten, battered and banged up pretty good. There were scrapes and cuts and swellings all over him because when the tree touched his skin and he scratched it, it became swollen.  I was so grateful I couldn’t say a word but smiled broadly.  I joined him in picking up the ones that did not yet fall in the fire.  I enjoyed watching the little suckers burn to dust… those, those, little hellions.  When he was through, I had to nurse him back to health. Sanitizing the cuts and stuff but I was so overjoyed, I didn’t mind his usual whining and whimpering about every little bruise. This time, the whimper was well accepted. Smile.

Everytime I think of this incident it reminds me of my Jesus.  Our sins act like those parasites. They look good on the outside, (sometimes even cause us to feel good or justified) but underneath they are slowly killing us bit by bit.  Our unforgiveness, our lies, fornincation, rebellion, jealousies, puffed up pride, lusts, cheating… a mean you name it.  All these things that make us feel good, but underneath everything about us – the real us, is being lost.  We can’t help ourselves in our own strength (although for some reason mankind think they can fix themselves).  We need Someone higher than us to do so.  We need Someone who is willing to pay the cost in blood, sweat and tears to set us free.  Well like my husband did for this tree, Jesus did for us.  He took all our sins and washed them all away with his dreadful suffering on the cross just so you can be free, flourish and bloom in your purpose.  He loves you and wants you to be free to live life to the fullest in His grace.  He wants us to thrive…

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My tree is now blossoming and I smile to myself when I realise just how much on a daily basis the tons of cherries that are ripe and are ready to be eaten. I mean – DAILY!  Its flourishing even more than it use to and I believe it is its way of saying thanks for freeing me to do what I was created to do.  It now provides much needed vitamin C for me and my family, others, insects and birds too.  Its wonderful to live life empowered and purposeful.

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My son with a few cherries ripe and ready to eat… Yummy!

Now my son can reach up, pick, wash and eat.  Isn’t it great to be free on the inside as well as the outside?

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To All The Mom’s

*Gigantic smile*
*Beaming…*
My husband just surprised me with my mother’s day gift. He hid it in my handbag I was packing up to go to church with later while I wasn’t looking. I am esctatic! It’s what I wanted and I am feeling on the moon. :-)

It feels good to be appreciated and loved. Its good to know you have someone who listens to you and wants to grant you all your heart’s desires. All I have to do is speak it! This, my earthly lover who loves me like Christ loves His church, reminds me of my heavenly Lover who loves me enough to actually die for me – His church. Such beauty, wonder and fascination touches every facet of my mortal being and personality.

So I just want to take this time to say to all my fellow blogging moms, HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY and BLESSED MOTHER’S DAY!

You are special. You are a world changer never forget that!
Many blessings and love from my famiy to yours.
Hugs and kissess to you!

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Kindness…

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I have found a little kindness goes a long way,

Its a virtue that can be shared no matter the time of day.

It can  melt the heart of the vilest person,

No matter the occasion.

 

Many times kindness is unrequited,

Painful,

Hurtful,

Unreciprocated.

 

However the joy it can produce after its done,

At times is second to none.

 

To understand True Kindness we have to look at the Son,

The epitome of all that’s perfect and true,

The One who first displayed loving kindness,

Which now worketh in us righteousness.

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Kindness is a very big thing,

Keep it treasured like a diamond ring.

At times it burns,

when you for it yearn,

Yet no one is there to fulfill your desire,

No one is there to meet your need,

Sad indeed.

 

Even as our Jesus demonstrated kindness no matter the cost,

Even as He went all out to reach the lost,

So should we follow His example,

And after His life make our pattern,

Yes, our own sample.

 

We know our rewards are guaranteed,

Jesus always shows up in our time of need.

If people are not there,

And it seems they don’t care

Remember you are never alone,

If in your heart Jesus has found a home.

 

Show a little kindness today,

Believe it or not – It does go a long, long way.

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By Amorelle Lewinson.  copyright 2013.

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Never Part!

I have thought about it time and time again,
Why would you love me?
Put on flesh and die for me,
Just so I could be free?
I question and I ponder,
Lord it truly makes me wonder.

Wretched, wreckless, worthless,
Yet valued, treasured and spotless,
Your love has caused me to be.
Oh such sweet victory.

My eyes well with tears of joy,
I have no reason to be coy,
When all around me screams Why?
Sigh!

How then can I repay,
What exactly should I say?
Nay,
I will be silent,
And simply reflect,
How on me Your love has such effect.

The sweet savour of beauty,
I’ll make it my duty,
To forever treasure what we have,
Eternally holding it near to my heart,
This way, my Jesus,
You and I will never part!

Written by Amorelle Lewinson. Copyright 2013. All rights reserved.

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Blazing…

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My Heart on Fire for Jesus
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Touch my heart with what touches yours,
Cause my fears to truly disappear,
Blend me in to heaven’s heartbeat,
Let me find peace at Your mercy seat.

I, I wanna be blazing for Your glory,
I wanna be wrapped in your arms
So You can breathe
Your life,
Your love,
Your righteousness in me… right into me.
Set me free from all that hinders me
And take me to the place,
Where I can see Your face,
And gaze into grace,
So I can light up the world only for Your glory,
Make me blaze and burn for You solely for Your glory.

Take my hand and lead me away,
Into zion, where I’ll forever stay.
Fill me up with power from on High,
Like eagles wings, cause me to fly.

Lord, I will go where You send me,
And I will do what You tell me.
I will never fade or fall away,
In You I will forever stay,
I will burn for You Lord!
Yeah! yeah! yeah! yeah!

Lyrics Written by Amorelle Lewinson. Not for reproduction or duplication without written consent!

Copyright 2013 – All rights Reserved

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*My All*

 

Love PersonifiedImage by: Goodsalt.com

Love Personified
Image by: Goodsalt.com

Yes, after all was said and done,
At the setting of the sun,
You gave yourself for me,
At a place called Calvary,
So that I could be free,
To reign with You in eternity.

Oh, They must have rejoiced,
When they couldn’t hear Your voice,
Driving them to reason,
How could You have come for all times and seasons.

We finally Killed Him! heh heh hehImage by google through o.getglue.com

We finally Killed Him! heh heh heh
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Aha, aha, I’m sure they grinned,
Even as upon Your back bore their sins.
They truly did not understand,
The majesty of God’s perfect plan.

Three days later up from the grave you arose,
All the earth stood still as You stood in a triumphant pose.

I am Aliveimage obtained by Google through - watchusplaygames.com

I am Alive
image obtained by Google courtesy – watchusplaygames.com

What grave could hold You?
What life could control You?
What Devil could subdue You?
A guess they really didn’t know You.

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Rejoice World – Jesus is alive and well!
Oh the joy – I must everyone tell.
I’ll shout it in the streets out loud,
My Lord and Saviour is not dead at all,
He’s risen in victory standing quite tall,
And this is the reason I vow Him MY ALL!

he is risen

By Amorelle Lewinson. Copyright 2013.

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Freedom?? Really???

 

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Freed or Slaved
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Guys, I happened across this wonderful post by Joseyphina from blog address: http://joseyphina.wordpress.com/

I believe it is so true I had to reblog.  Check out her blog, its good.  Thanks Josephyina .

“Faces lit up with the mention of ‘freedom
People have laid down their lives for the sake of liberty;
But are we really free?

What is slavery?

              It is handing over your will to or being under the control of someone or something;

Slavery of  today is not being bound by physical chains;
Today, it’s more of being influenced by our own desires;

By being ‘free’, we find ourselves enslaved to our own pleasures;
Getting entangled by doing what we think we are free to do;
It’s like being a slave to one’s own self.

By declaring ourselves free, we have bound ourselves to something more
Dangerous and powerful;
Something we cannot see with our naked eyes;

No one is totally free;
We always end up being under the control of something;
Why not be a slave to righteousness rather than to sin?

After all, there is a reward to everything;
Being enslaved to righteousness is paid with eternal life;
And that to sin with death;

Who would choose death over life?
No one in his right senses would;
But not everyone is, being enslaved to his lustful desires.

Surrender your will to the Lord who will never lead you astray;
And the best part is, there are no side-effects!
What are you waiting for?!”

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Behind the Scenes??

Today my husband and I took our son to the beach.  It was wonderful to watch them playing in the water: twirling, shouting, clapping, running, swimming, laughing and over all having fun while I sat on the shore indulging in a wonderful book. As I watched my son with his little orange floaty devise enjoying himself and my husband’s strong arms underneath him, something happened that reminds me of Jesus and us – His children.

My son is one hundred percent certain he is the one swimming and the floats along with my husband’s guiding hand underneath his little body has nothing to do with it. So although his daddy tries to show him that he is unable to manage the winds and the waves on his own he refuses to acknowledge it. Smile.  He keeps rejecting his father’s assistance.

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So when he batters away his daddy’s hands for the one hundredth time and decided to swim alone, the waves hit his little 30 odd pounds body, he toppled over and watching it for me was absolutely hilarious.  As he was suddenly now baptized with all that water and his floats began to push him up above the surface he began to holler “Daddy, daddy help please!”.  His father then took one simple step and wrapped him in his big strong arms (depicted above). You see His father was never more than an inch away I must interject to say, but because he refused to receive help his father allowed him to have his way for him to recognize that he couldn’t do it on his own – alone.

I began to think of the many times we wish to do things our own way because we are so certain we have it under control.  So many times our heavenly Father tries to allow us to see that without Him we would fall apart but we fail to see because we believe we know what we are doing.  Then we find that we fail or fall – sink below our own dilemma and drama and have to holler for him “Jesus help please”.

The good thing is that like my husband with my son, Jesus is never more than a call away. When we call, He answers.  He rescues us. He loves on us.  He saves us. He allows us to understand our need for Him because He is the unseen guiding hand taking us through life’s adventures one day at a time.  Do you feel like you are slowly sinking? Whether it is your fault for rejecting him or not; just call him.  Go ahead!  He will run to your rescue because He is the one behind the scenes. When you examine it closely, technically He is the Scene. Smile.  That’s just amazing.

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Dream On

ahhh…..  

AAhhhh……….

AAAAHHHHH………….

I have a dream.  Yes, I do.  Do I sound like Martin Luther King? I feel like him dream-wise most times.  Sigh.

I dream of a time when I am able to have a massive place for young people to worship our Jesus, until all they know is the sweet taste of heaven. I dream of the time when borders, restrictions, red tapes, colours, cultures, social classes, schedules, religious differences are demolished; completely obliterated and our unified togetherness brings a synchronous revelatory vision into the very heartbeat of Jesus Himself; until all we are is no more but all He is exceeds us and everything around us.  I dream of teaching and revealing the wonders of my Jesus’ love and then afterwards watch it manifest, when He comes down and confirm it with His favoured warmth and undying  devotion for us – His children.  

I dream of providing an atmosphere of change – supernatural and natural for all young people – a place where they themselves can dream a dream into reality.  I dream of having a building where I can rescue them from off the streets, gangs, prostitution or anything that is unproductive and deadly for them and allow them to discover who they are in Jesus.  I dream of having a system in place where their destiny and purpose can be developed and achieved.  I dream of providing shelter, food, clothes, warmth, love and education for the less fortunate young people all over the world.  *Long Sigh*

I dream of walking in a store with the most expensive stuff and seeing a young person admiring something that is totally out of his reach financially and while wishing and dreaming of it, I would fulfill that dream by purchasing it.  Then I’d hand it to them with this line “Jesus loves you”.

I dream of finding divine ways to conquer the diabolic in the lives of young people all over the world.  I dream of portraying and protruding preternatural pleasantries that cause young people to see that the life my Jesus died to give them in His Kingdom is an abundant one; and anything less is unacceptable. I dream of taking them along the principled path of the Kingdom of God and unveil to them TRUE POWER and allow them to realize that everything else is a counterfeit that will ultimately lead to their demise.

I might appear quite unbalanced and biased in my dogged dream which is directed towards young people. Don’t get it wrong. I love and want to help all people: elderly, old, middle aged, babies – you name it.  However the berserk yearning and passion I have in my heart for young people is just divine really. I can’t help it nor make it go away. It’s unadulterated, unbridled and untamed. It causes me to dream.  I dream…and dream… and dream.  It’s what drives me. It’s my passion and purpose; my destiny and desire.  It’s the reason I was designed. It’s what I live for – minutely, hourly, daily, monthly, yearly.  It surely is all I see before me day and night – LITERALLY.  Its my dream!  

I admire  one of my fellow bloggers: Savannah Hardcastle for keeping her dream alive. She’s a great writer.  You can find her blog here: http://savannahhardcastle.wordpress.com/  She’s always talking about adoption and its her dream.  She reminds me of myself.  Everyone who knows me, know of my passion for young people of all colours and kindred. Next to Jesus and my family, it’s the plea of my heart.  It’s why I have a youth ministry: Divine Restoration Ministry:www.divinerestorationmin.org.   Small and active now but faithfulness and constancy of  having my dream alive and kicking will cause it to be worldwide and even more effective one day.

Everyday I am inching one step closer to fulfilling my dream because I keep it alive.  I feed it daily by talking of it, singing about it, praying about it, ignoring the naysayers about it, working on it and most importantly believing it will happen. I keep believing this aspiration will one day be a realization.  I dream…on and on… and on… Always!

What is your dream?  How are you feeding it?  

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Mask of Christ

Today I feel so sad.  I am not sad because of any personal issues or stuff like that.  I am totally sad because I realise people really don’t care for their fellow human beings as they ought to and its real heart-breaking. My ministry Divine Restoration Ministry http://www.divinerestorationmin.org/  has embarked on an adventure to supply two separate children’s homes this month with supplies of food, clothing, cosmetics and stuff like that.  Its an adventure we really want to undertake for our Child’s Month Outreach in this month of May.

Fascinatingly, many of the persons we have asked for donations of whatever they have, no matter how small or the type, cause us to feel like we have to be kissing up to them to help the less fortunate.  I watch some of these same persons well-dressed and well-put together seemingly pay so much attention to anything that relates to their immediate gratification  and they refuse to even have a sympathetic heart for the impoverished and unfortunate.  I am glad there has never been any kind of indiscretion of any sort in our ministry for people to say “we can’t give our money and stuff here because of ….”  We are totally free of that therefore it cannot be that their reluctance or refusal stems from any supported case of indiscretion.

I imagine what it would be like to be orphaned in these homes and it breaks my heart to know that people really only care for themselves and their families and to H#@L with every one else.  It makes me cry.  Honestly. Some of the children in these homes have little or nothing and survive on donations from other ministries, churches, organizations including the government.  Where is the true representation of our Jesus’ love when we operate in this manner? Jesus has such a heart for the poor.  Everywhere in scriptures He consistently tells us to care for the orphans and widows. He says He will be a Father to them and preserve them [Jer. 49:11]   When I ponder how selfish the religious society  can be it makes me wonder what kind of heart we really have and how can the love of Jesus turn all the stony hearts to fleshy hearts. [Long Sigh - SMH]

Many Christians love to criticize non-Christians about their lifestyles but I have found that even in my everyday interactions that the non-Christians are many times more willing to give of themselves, time, money and other resources to help those who are in need than those of us who profess Christianity and parade our humongous crosses around our necks.  No wonder some of them are blessed and some in the church are poor, broken, busted, disgusted and depressed.  God increases and blesses the giver – Saved or Unsaved.  If you sow, you shall reap! Its a Law that cannot be broken – like the law of Gravity.

Seriously, who are we trying to con? Must be ourselves.  We can fool people for only so long.  One day our charades will stop and people will see the true us emerging and they will know all along we had a mask of Christ but never knew Him at all.  It’s time for us to STOP IT.  For the love of JESUS and all that He has done for us – LET US STOP IT! Take the Mask off.  Will the real Child of God Please Stand Up?

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